|Emily AC: Multi-Talented Comedian||
yeah... I just hate being angry... I have to be something else for a bit. Just until I get my bearings. There's business stuff to attend to... and that is how it will be until the mission is complete.
I will have sprinting periods where I gain a lot of help for projects and then lull periods where I focus on promotions. The promotion part is easy. The business part is where you're talking bullshit territory... so... this is a great time for some good ol' depression comedy. My usual forte.
If I can ever regain some strength I'll check out some comedy spots. It's just that nice burnout where you're a walking corpse and can barely think... plus migraine... just enough to make the day a pain from the sun.
My whole body always feels heavy; like I have cancer, again. Sometimes my thoughts make perfect sense... and then I hate myself and just want to be quiet forever.
I hate what I am right now. I wish I were still sleeping. I wish that I could have a voice that was valued. I hate having to fight stigmas just to say it isn't fair for people to constantly live in fear...
There is always pain and misery everywhere I look! When people hear me giving them advice... they want to keep me for themselves! One such person has been calling me... but he's full of shit, too!
ok... now you want in on the signing??? too fucking bad! it's over; completed!
and... now you want to do a sketch when we've been friends for, like, ten months or something! always turning me down... and now (probably a fb status you saw) you're noticing that I'm getting attention again and you want to steal it, again... when I had a humble offer of assistance, previously!
well... too late! Unless you want to drive your ass to sacramento. so I'm not answering the phone for you. not with the headache... I don't need your drama of how you're the best comedian at the bar, dude...
I go to the bar with you, buddy! Let's just call that your opinion and leave it there, hmmm??? and everyone thinks they're the best comedian!!!
Am I the best comedian there??? OBVIOUSLY, DUH!!! OMFG!!! How can you think you were the best one there if I showed up that night??? (Wow... really???)
So... yeah... when the platform opens up... yup... but we can't collaborate, now. Too bad. I was going to write a show... and you were going to be on it doing your bits.
and... now... unless you just want to be my friend right now... or you're on my list of business dudes... DON'T BOTHER ME WITH YOUR SHIT, DUDE!!!
Yeah... your mom... yeah... america's got talent... whatevs... we can re-have the same converstion 1000 times when I'm not a complete CUNT.