|Emily AC: Multi-Talented Comedian||
The stats are what keep my hope alive! there is nothing that can stand in my way when so many have come to read and understand!
Even those that wish to mock are always welcome! I have a whole page now devoted to your public humiliation! I'm in psycho/socio mode... so good luck! May the best mind win!
Now, then... I will always think I won... whether or not I did! This is a main reason why so many find me entertaining!- understand why you don't want to chill. It's cool; even when I'm calm as a cucumber, helpful and nice, encouraging and attentive... nobody really wants to get to know me except for a few gay guys and a few chix. A small enough number I could, probably, put it on one hand.
So... no... I don't care right now. The likelihood anyone pays physical attention to me is for sex...
...Except for today! Met a few peacers! Got a ratings boost, immediately! Had a boost, yesterday, too! What a wonderful move to a new area for a fresh start! IN A HOUSE!
Yes... with a dinky yard filled with spider nests. But that's fine. The kids aren't here... and this is temporary for a few months. Most of our stuff is in storage.
The kids will be with their bio-dad for a few months. Do online school and then easy transfer (cuz you just link-up to the same school and class and everything after you move). It's a great program. Better than crappy, regular school.
I'll be at home and my babies will be building their asset columns for fun in their free time. So... it's ok to be separated for a longer period, this time.
...Besides; they are going to welcome a new baby in their bio-dad's home. If they stay 2 months, as needed, they see the baby! But if they stay 3 months, they can really bond with the new baby at it's most crucial stage of life...
...with their bio-dad and soon-to-be new stepmother that they adore. So--this is a beautiful thing for all involved... except for me.
Well--an extra month is incredibly useful to my movement! Once the kids get back, I'm setting them up! Up until then... I'm setting the movement up!
Staying focused on this eases the loss-anxiety. And... even though staying in psychopathy is stressful... this gig is not. It's always my fault that I'm doing it this way!
This is because the world is psychopathic right now. Most people understand anger very well. Most people really want world peace. Most people can accept a fellow human being thinking this war is crazy and this lifestyle is insane.
And I'm glad you appreciate my efforts! I cry tears of joy, a little, everyday! I mean that! I'm doing it, right now! It doesn't matter how crazy I ever think I am, ever again... I know there are so very many people that agree with me and just want to stop fighting.
Just want to be happy! Just want a happy world! We're going to do this!!!
I wish you could understand how amazing it feels to know that so many are with me in spirit... even if they can't stand my presence. I love you all, forever, even if I end up locked in a cage, somewhere...