|Emily AC: Multi-Talented Comedian||
So I have a way to fund my lovely dream :) It requires a working computer. le sigh. Bought one online. Hopefully it doesn't let me down.
It's nice to have a plan. But the plan is daunting, to say the least. I hope I can keep my spirits up. That part has been troublesome as of late. I'm much better than a month ago. I'm still not 100% but I love the progress I've made.
I hate that I can't bounce back like when I was a kid. I guess the older I get, the harder that part will be. I could really use another reset to optimal performance like I had last year. But I don't want to work up a cry just to get a jolt... pointless. Better just to stay silly and optimistic--and open-minded.
I can't decide my future, exactly. I have to set pathways and follow them as best I can. I may falter--but if the paths are clear enough--I'll be able to get back up and fight every day :)
What a lovely thought