|Emily AC: Multi-Talented Comedian||
Yeah... so... I definitely think that the heat affects my mood quite a bit. It makes me feel depressed when I'm not.
What I mean by that is: I display symptoms of depression when I'm, actually, quite pleased. So... lethargy... headaches... odd sleeping patterns... etc.
Drinking more water doesn't solve the problem. Iron intake seems beneficial... but I don't have the energy to cook. So that forces me to purchase or scavenge at home. I have veggies with iron... but not a whole lot. If I eat all of my veggies in one sitting then I'll need to go buy a bunch more. These need to stretch...
So... lethargy, it is :)
But it's ok. I'm still pretty good :)
I figured I'd be really, really sad without my kids and my man... but... being that my roommate is virtually the same kind of individual I am... I feel like I'm getting some serious me time.
No fighting over tv, computer, etc... No wondering where am I going and when will I be back... No weird, random question when I'm doing something to break my train of thought!
It's nice. It's like being a teenager living in the basement, again :) I watched Beavis & Butthead and played a videogame called, "Flower." I really like it; but it's disorienting for me after a while.
I listened to more NoAgenda... since I gave them a butt-load of money where I usually am just a subscriber (and I haven't listened in ages) I went ahead and caught up a bit.
I didn't stop listening because I dislike the show... It's just that I'm just as good at deconstruction as those guys. Everytime I hear news I pick up on the bullshit. I get news via fb and twitter plus others everyday.
This is why I haven't done much on fb and twitter, today... because I listened to the podcast and I've got enough disturbing news in my head for most of the day. That's why I went to having fun and playing games...
Those guys watch bullshit all day long to bring us those podcasts. IMO, they are patient as fuck! I get a certain number of disturbing news articles and I'm done for the day.
It's like... everywhere I look all I see is: "We're fucing our shit up and we're PROUD!!!"'
So... it's a task to stay upbeat with this brain :) I am managing because my family and my peeps keep me going :)
My husband and my kids think what I'm doing is cool. That's what I want most people to think. This is not anything better than cool. That's all I ever aspire to be.
I'm no god. I will never claim such a silly thing. I don't think that gods are real. Furthermore... I can't stand the subject any longer!
I know within the next few months I will garner even more attention. To most that have seen me, so far... it doesn't seem like I've done much. But within a few months... there will be another story, entirely... as that's exactly what everyone thought of me only a few months ago :)
This is another reason why I'm so pleased... even though I've already had to deal with a huge amount of weirdness... I feel like I'm practically still on schedule. Because each push is bigger than the last.
I've only had one real paid push. It worked well, for being the beginning. If that had been the result in a few months from now... I would have been FURIOUS!!!
This is because the equation is at a rate that always climbs. Not quite a squared equation... more than 1; less than 2. Not 1.5. Less than that. That's the natural growth rate with the type of promotion that I do.
I've seen this type of growth, before. The only times the growth was this close was for my modeling and for my supermom comic. But this time it's better.
I think by the time 2.5 months hits, this effort won't have reached Supermom's glory. But that's ok--because this effort can't die! Some of the pushes require money... and I just have to get, it, first.
I'm so glad you're all here with me! The more you share... the more you care... so share the blog!
...and gimme a kiss!